i know you were mad woman. thats why i took the initiative to text you & call you right after. at least i didn't make excuses. i told you the truth. and you refer her as "OTHER" woman. =( that other woman my friend is my......... erm. haha. anyway........
I MISS YOU MIRA ALFIAN!!!!!!!!!! even when i'm with them, i still miss you. SEE? inda cukup gay lagi kah tu? kecarian ku wa kan madness mu ah.
& you know what, i wave at the mumomg road, pandan 8 ah. not exactly your house but..........
jamal: syg lambai apa?
me: nadaaa. hahahahhaa.
babe: you lambai siapa?
me: *malu* lambai saja2 or apakah nya ku, something apartment & tukar topic.
jamal: ia lambai si mira tu.... takut ia ngakun dapan si qilah.
babe: me tau sebenarnya.
me: *malu* hahahahahahahahaa.
aku tah lagi jenis wave2 arah orang/benda/aeroplane/etc.
im just saying.... i miss you tahap chronic. i love you woman.
& speaking of aeroplane.
babe, you jangan naughty nanti ok. i can't accept that. i love you too much to see you that way. you friendly wah babe...
berubah saja you sikit, kami terasa tu. terCALARRRR. hahah. ok overrrrr. anyway, im so proud of you but sad at the same time.
we will have less time together nanti. been fun spending two weekends in a row with you.
beh, thanks for the rose. you very manissssssssssssss. i have not thank you here. me kan show off wa ada kawan bagi me bunga rose. *BANGGA* hahahahaha. & siok wa saksi abg di & jamal bikin magic tricks. hahahahahhaa. tani wa make an effort to identify their flaws. hahahhha. and beh, thanks for listening (well, you know). and lastly..... WENG, WENG, WENG, WENG, WENG, WENG, WENG, WENG...... hahahahahahahahaha. abg didi's influence.
the end. i love you baby. i love you mira, i love you babe, i love you beh, i love you abg di, i love you family!
TGIF!!!!!
i had a rough weekdays, so i'm hoping my weekend will turn out AWESOME!
been busy with work that i have little time for Mira Alfian & Fred. =( i miss them so much.
womannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, i miss youuuuuu. tau kau kah? so much that i decided to drop by her office tadi. =) its good to see & hug you. i said to fred, if officenya dakat, i will visit him as well. i love you guys. we should spend time together nanti. well, if si mira is not booked pun.
wow. i was occupied with work & makes me sound like a ............................
anyway, word of the day (in the office) is TRAUMA. hahahahahahahaha. we are traumatised with papers, printings & all. not just any printings people, HEAVY PRINTING! imagine for 18 pax for 8 weeks of papers. i don't really wanna talk about work here. i don't do public display especially work. its not my core job anyway. just assisting a colleague.
traumatised sampai damam-damam ani bah kami. one after another. funny i got closer to my colleagues due to the hectics. guess team-working has its own perks. and yeah, i got sick & took MC yesterday. yesterday was ugly. tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk. but i heard they got high & LMFAO-ing pasal luan banyak kerja. hahahahahahaha. good to know.
woman, i sense a tone in your voice tadi. you really love me, don't you? =) manisssssssssssssssssssssssss. well, i love you more. biartia if kau inda akun & aku mcm asi-asi. BIARTIA. clapping one hand pun, clapping one hand la. also, i'm glad you're doing okay. alhamdulillah. i can't afford to see you miserable again so lets make a toast nanti, okay? someone is getting wiser & WE SHOULD CELEBRATE!!!!
its getting dark. yay. this is my first sleepover over a friend's house. so it means, this person means the world to me. *drumroll please* babeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i love you. you bring out the best in me, you know that, do you? 2 weekends in a row spending time with kamu makes me soooooooooooooooo "OMG, I can't believe this". beh, you bring out the best in me too, you kinky stuff. cemani sajalah, those who are close to me now, bring out the best in me. woman & fred, you're included. especially mira alfian la. to have friends like kamu makes my year the best ever. 2009 is KICKASS, because i got/met you.
so next, i gotta spend time with mira & fred. i don't know when but gonna make it happen. although i am broke but yeah.
hoi mira, kenapa ko deactivate kan? i miss you, you know. hish. inda lagi bertamu tu if online. another hish. tempat kerja lagi payah-payahan liat batang idung mu . more hish. OC lagi mcm apa ku layan - HISHHHHHHHHHH. lunch inda jua sama-sama but itu di pahami. breakfast apatah lagi. KECARIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN. gila bayang. hahahha. overrrr. i miss you too much thats all. how long we know each other ah? june - oct. 5 months & i got a feeling that i'll keep you for a long-term friendship. so, even if you run from me, i'll haunt you. got it? its not like everyday i get to befriend someone like you. =) i love you, woman.
OH YES. i have one issue & i'm gonna reveal it.
i have a hard time calling people my BESTFRIEND. it feels heavy to say it. i wanna say babe is my bestfriend but errrrrr. i didn't say it. not even to beh. not even mira. one friend i called bestfriend - Leng. preferably i call she & 2 other friends - THE DATINS. so i hardly use the term bestfriend now. its like if i say it, i might jinx it. because i was not a 'friends come first believer'. I AM NOW, after i met babe & beh. then comes along Mira. kamu, the three of you makes me find the beauty in a thing called friendship. never in my life have i feel this way about friendship, i suwweaaarrrr. i thank Allah for introducing kamu in my life. i feel so blessed.
babe, you know among the three of you, you have the greatest love from me, the greatest attention, the greatest affection. simply because you're my person & i love you so much that its worth to die for you. (beh & mira, no offense)
beh, hehehehe. me tau yg you know i love si babe more than anything. =) because i'll tell you the dirts if im a bit upset about babe. =) hahaha. yes babe, me ani penjealous. hahahaha. thats why beh, i love you for you making me feel so comfortable just talking about EVERYTHING to you. i can talk about anything with you. ANYTHING! tuhhh majal tambi me ah. & you're so kinky. uh-huh.
mira alfian. seriously i don't know if you're annoyed with me talking about babe & beh like i'm boasting or something. i'm just the happiest person if sama durang but don't forget. you don't know something. i talk good things about you to them. i show them that i love you. if i were made to choose between the both of you, i can't pick. it may seem like i will pick durang automatically but NO. & when i say, i put your life first before mine, i meant it.
babe, please let me love mira. i let you love amal, wifey & enoy eventhough YES, me ada rasa jeles. =) pasal kan... you are MINE waaaaaaa. hahahahahaha.
beh, please do the same for me. i know you're cool about this. & i'm cool about naz jua. =) pasal me syg naz jua. hahaha.
woman, please let me boast about them without making faces. aku pandai jeles jua you know. i never tell you saja because krg ko cakap aku 'immature'. kau tah lagi anu banyak kawan. i can't beat you at that. i only have you, babe & beh so farrr. lelaki lain cerita.
BOTTOMLINE.
2009 is kickass because i am capable of taking & loving friends seriously. not that i wasn't serious before. the close-ness i have now is PRICELESS. i am a better person this year. hehe. i got an okay family, i have a steady boyfriend whom i refuse to call him my fiancee because its too showy & cliche & i have awesome friends. =) what more could i ask? its more than enough.
and oh M1, i don't forget about you guys. THE DATINS, no need to say. nanti we get old, tani maseh refer each other datin okay. haha. ♥
rindu ku eh kan si mira.
im being this corny shit because i want my weekend to be AWESOME! so i start off with saying i love my friends with MUCH PROUD. i pray to Allah to make our friendship last. in the afterlife, i want to remember you people. =)
if you find me bias, you are full of shit. excuse me for having so much love for my friends. i'm PICKY, so deal with it. i get to choose who i favor. happy weekend week of 45!
ok. whatever happened to my "appreciation note" post.
just briefly.
appreciation note : many thanks to people who made it to my open house last week.
i had fun! some names to mention; Leng & The cousins, Leya & Pian, Fred & Mira, Babe & Abg Di. Had a blast with you all. =)
& sorry for my dividing attention problem. its my weakness. SO, THANK YOU. highly appreciated.
ANYWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
weekend's good. the mister had been planning to go bandar since last week & so we did. at the same time, eversince jamal hangs out with abg di, they got closer & one thing led to another, abg di decided to go over to my place yesterday. but with reasons. =)
ok, lets rewind a bit.
thursday night.
jamal was with abg di & babe & beh, so he asked me to call him & let me talk to them. an hour of conversation led us plan to meet on saturday since we're going up jua.
saturday. BRIEF story.
pick up beh & had brunch at taurean batu bersurat, she couldn't believe i ordered multi-dishes. <3. you ani beh.... hish. hahahahaha. babe couldn't join because she's having the cabin crew final test : swimming test. =) she's doing good. she's gonna make it & make us proud. *a little bit carried away* but still we insisted to hang out together so we did after babe's done with the cabin crew stuff & abg di joined us as well -memeriahkan suasana. next stop to serusop & dine AGAIN at Lee Loi Fatt. next off to kiulap then mata-mata & sent beh's home & lastly babe & abg di.
alum lagi habis. it didn't end di sana. babe & abg di came over to my house soon after & have dinner with us. apparently, babe couldn't go back home since there's no one around, so she sleepsover at my place. =) abg di encouraged her to. si babe saja malu-malu kan sleepover. adakah patut. like, WHO AM I to you babe? I'M YOUR BABE, YOU'RE MY PERSON. duhhhhhhhh. =)
so basically we spent the weekend together pasal saturday sama-sama, then sunday also. because she joined my family ke tutong for lunch & jalan-jalan. abg didi amanahkan me & jamal to take good care of her. well abg didi, I LOVE HER TOO. you don't have to say, i know what to do. we sent her off tadi malam. we even go jalan-jalan di soon lee KB & to jamal's house. hahahahahaha. i find it funny. & TAMU KB.
ITS BEEN FUN BABE!!!! i miss you so much lah. because we used to spend so much time together during RBA times & we get to spend time yesterday & today. macam......... OMG. I MISS YOU SO MUCH RUPANYA. insya Allah next week me sleepover arah you di bandar ok. with jamal. =) hehehehehe. Seriously, i can never get enough of you & beh. babe, you know how much i love you. my famiy loves you & that makes you my family friend. cematu panya rasanya to go out with you & jamal & my family.
you are forever welcome to my house. i mean it.
& i miss mira as well. woman, ingat jua ku kan kau rupanya. hahahaha. kejahatan bunyinya. ok. the fact is. i know these two friends of mine won't get along (from the way i see over last week's open house) but i love them so much. when i'm with babe, there's a glimpse of mira. when i'm with mira, there's a glimpse of babe. mira, you're not exactly a rebound. you're simply just another friend yg ku sayang although tani inda lovey-dovey mcm mana aku sama si babe. hahahahahaha. so, to both of you, I LOVE YOU TWO. thanks for being my friend.
babe, can't wait to see you again & thanks for leaning a shoulder to cry. i love you so much, more than you could ever imagine.
I'M GAY, i know. =) jamal knows how much i love her. =) jamal is so in-love with abg di jua bah. hahahahahhahaha.
BUT STILL, I'M SO GAY FOR MEGAN FOX!!!!!!!!!!!! atu baru ku gay as in gay. JENNIFER'S BODY, ooh-la-la. <3
i have a friend whom have great respect for her mom & its one of the things why i find her so beautiful inside out.
she knows i have mother issues & i think she's not encouraging me to go against my mom. pasal she said "still, she's a mother" or something similar. honestly, i was listening tu banarnya. like really listen.
from someone who loves the mother so much, i take her words seriously. its a way of telling me that my insolence is outrageous or beyond. not my proudest but i have my reasons.
her words are still pretty much stuck at the back of my head. it got me thinking. that WHATEVER IT IS, a mother is still a mother. you don't need reasons to love her & certainly don't find a reason to disrespect her.
i'm trying to lessen my rage & grudge against her. at least i give a try. i've been so low.
woman, do know that i was referring to you. thank you. i love you more than ever,
to live.
if my days are numbered, i'm ready. READY but not prepared, consider the sins i have made. so far, i have not repent.
BUT i don't want to live anymore. i'm tired.
to be continue...
SIGH.
When you're not with me, life gets lonely weird. Four years together & i still can't get enough of you.
I'm missing my mister.
Today i took a leave because im up to bandar. Tragic incident ; my grands's place was caught on fire yesterday. 2nd storey mostly gone. Ground floor wet & damage. =S they say its the trial of life, a test from Allah. Long story short, alhamdulillah no one got hurt.
The whole family took emergency leave so we're all paired up except me & the brother. Nevermind the brother.... Seeing them coupling makes me feel "my life is incomplete without jamal". So yes, he defines my life. And the radio is being a bitch playing 'tercipta untukku - ungu'. =(
baby, as annoying you can be, as hateful you can be, as unreasonable, outrageous, unbelievable, mean, heartless, jerk you can be......... Without those flaws of yours, i find myself lost without you. Bottomline, i love you for who you are. That's on one hand. On the other hand, i still bitch about your imperfections. I see no end to that. =) i believe we're even because i know you're complaining too. OH WE'RE GOOD!!!
Let's live life & get old together. Shall we baby? Syg rindu shopping sama baby, rindu liat tvseries marathon with baby, rindu main kelitik with baby.. I miss the good times. Soupir. How did we get so busy? Oh god, we're turning into a lame-and-no-life couple. Bidaa........
Come, let's go miri together. China, next year. Yes?
When life gets tough & makes me down, seeing you asleep peacefully helps a little. And i still love stealing glances at you. You don't know that, do you?
There's more & i don't intend to tell you......... Its my piece to keep. I may seem like the worst girlfriend but........ man, i love you so much!
=( and now i just reach home..... without your presence. Heartache.
THANK GOD ITS FRIDAYYYYYYYY!!!!
& the countdown starts. right after i'm out of the office later on, marks my freedom. this week feels so looongggggggg. hectic.
okay, gonna make this short.
mira, congratulation on passing your probation. i believe in you, you know. tighthugs. je t'aime.
been A LONG time didn't have breakfast & lunch with you di canteen. hahahahaha. NOOO, been a long time didn't go out with you.
joy, wish you the best on cabin crew career. fly your wings, gorgeous. see the outside world!!! & get to know Qilah Shafiee, my favourite thang. =)
babe, i love you so much. i don't know you applied for this cabin crew stuff & have to know from beh, but it's okay. =) i wish you all the good things babe. you know that..... right from the start. shine them away & let them see you. i was amazed by you, so amaze the rest. pandai me berkirim ole-ole tu. hahahahahahahaha. i love you the most. ssssssssssssssssssssssss.
beh, how's your eyes? i'm doing a check up on you ne. really. update me.
fred, percayalah aku. you're in my life now so you're counted in every frienship aspects. okay dude?
i'm disconnecting myself from you, on & off. cause you can't read me. IT SIMPLY SAYS "DND". its either you cheer me or just GO AWAY. otherwise, I GO. =) of course, most of the time, i choose to go. AVOIDANCE is better because words/talking can't settle this. isn't life sweeter by the day? smooch.
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